Getting up from bed and started to cry again. Teringat arwah. You, this is my first time I write about you in my blog. And pardon me because mentioning your name without your permission :'( You are gone. Eh ko tahu tak macamana rasa kehilaangan tu? Sedih tahu tak sedih!!!!!! Maybe dah ajal apid kan, Allah lebih sayangkan Aizat Afid Bin Mohd Hafizi lebih daripada kita sesama manusia sayangkan arwah. Ingat senang ke nak lupakan gitu je? It's take times bruhhh! Sedangkan putus cinta kehilangan person you loved pun dah cukup sakit ni kan lagi yang pergi buat selama-lamanya. You can't meet him again after this dah.
I thought we gonna meet up again on this August and September but Allah already planned everything. Here's a word from his close friend I want to share with. It's very open up my mind.
"Innalillah.Al-fathihah. One of my best friends passed away around 230am. Aizat AfidHe got 10A's in SPM 2013. With his Excellent result , we believe he had a bright future. But then , who knows He will facing Allah SWT this morning. I'm totally shocked ! and Sad As being a Muslim , we only can donated Al-fatihah and pray for his next life in hereafter.
I'm not his best friends but he's too friendly .Last year during SPM examination , we studied together and teaching each other.
Dear My Friends who still breathing.Who still can see this beautiful world. Who still alive.
REMEMBER , our achievement for Dunya is NOTHING.
The important are our achievement for the Hereafter !
So , it is compulsary for us to stay FOCUS about "akhirah". Dont left it behind. Yes, we do strive for Dunya and at the same time , we do STRIVE for "akhirah" too.
#STAY_FOCUS_AND_STIVE_FOR_HEREAFTER_TOO.
Dear friends, all the best and good luck in Future. #Ameeen #InsyaAllahI'm not his best friends but he's too friendly .Last year during SPM examination , we studied together and teaching each other.
Dear My Friends who still breathing.Who still can see this beautiful world. Who still alive.
REMEMBER , our achievement for Dunya is NOTHING. The important are our achievement for the Hereafter ! So , it is compulsary for us to stay FOCUS about "akhirah". Dont left it behind. Yes, we do strive for Dunya and at the same time , we do STRIVE for "akhirah" too.
#STAY_FOCUS_AND_STIVE_FOR_HEREAFTER_TOO.Dear friends, all the best and good luck in Future. #Ameeen #InsyaAllah"
Apid got straight A's for all his big exams whether upsr, pmr and spm. it's enough to make his family proud of. Bila dapat tahu dia dapat 10 A's and I be like, "apid ni gila ei? Tak penat ke asek jadi pandai je? Asek asek dapat full A's" and he just smiled and teasing me more. Aih it's all moments lah baby. And I just can't stop crying. Apid eksiden langgar pokok. Nampak tak? Benda ni nampak remeh je kan like Ya Allah silly mistake nya? Tak. Tu namanya bukan silly mistaken, itu namanya qada dan qadar. Ajal dia. Dia punya cerita mungkin macamtu, habistu aku hamba yang penuh khilaf ni macamana lah agaknya penyudahannya kan? Terkedu, terkejut bila dapat tahu cerita pasal apid pagi tadi. Macam biasa I duduk kat tepi tingkap lepastu termenung, again.
Dan secara tetiba dedaun pokok gugur. Agaknya macamtu lah yang berlaku dekat atas sana kan? Dan bila gugurnya daun pokok maka seiringlah gugurlah bersama nama Aizat Afid. I can't control my emotional tahu tak. Nangis je dari tadi. Tahu progressing cerita dari fb jeni. Everyone are busy right now. Sedihnya. Dan masih lagi sedih.
Kita duduk kat dunia ni cuma sementara. Akhirat lebih lama. Jadi kenapa masih pentingkan duniawi? Kita kena stable, dedua pun penting tapi mostly lagi penting akhirat weh. Dunia ini cuma sementara! Dunia ini cuma lukisan yang penuh dengan drama. Ko gila aku tak menyesal sebab ignore and stop conversation macamtu je? Serve you right farah!! Suka sangat ignore orang kan?!! Your lifetime from 1996 till 2014 je kan. Sekejappp sangattt. Apid dapat asasi dekat UIA. in what course I'm not sure. Tapi dia kata nak buat engineering tuari. Tapi taktahu lah dia dapat apa ni. UPU pun baru keluar ni kan.
#StickyNote.com - lesson of the day, kita kena perbanyakkan amalan, kalau lah kalau lah aku ni sendiri tahu bila valid time aku pergi pun aku dah buat amalan 24 hours non-stop tau. And I'm seriously wanna 'go' too. But I haven't enough amalan yet. I'm too scared to face kiamat! I just pray that I will meet Allah in the time before kiamat happen. Kiamat lagi seram lagi takut weh! Lebih menakutkan. Okay dah okay girl. Jom solat and sedekahkan yaasin untuk arwah dan kedua ibu bapa kita. ((and I still remembered your eyes guzzling when I came to your place)) yang pasti mati itu pasti! Allahuakbar. Bye assalamualaikum :'(
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