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Hai. It's me again. Ya Allah baru sekarang terasa sakitnya tu. I'm suffering this illness. Nak nangis nak ngadu tapi kat sape? Kat Allah! No one will help relax cool you down. Your mistakes kenapa tak makan ubat. Kenapa missed makan ubat? Sebab marah sangat pasal family matter tu? Tak. Sebab memang I taknak makan. The more I makan the more bad side effects nya tapi bila I tak makan macam makin sakit pulak. I'm suffering it. Ya Allah sakit dah ni. Sokay, duk je dendiam k. Jangan banyakkan pergerakan. I nak makan tapi I sendiri takut tak larat. Dendiam dulu jelah eh. I want to talk with sambadi but for sure not with my bae. Entah taktahu macam malas sangatt bila dia contact I. Like I've no life. You know why? The way you treat me. I'm not your gf though. I'm your friend. I'm not contacting you and you starting to sulk. Whaaat lah? Haih. Okay that's it. Bye. I nak baring je. Sakit sangat dah ni. Tapi so far alhamdulillah takde darah tadi. Maybe dalaman I tengah process kot. Nope, it's not the period thingy. It's an illness callers undefined sickness. Takpe, jangan mengeluh. Bukan senang Allah nak kasi sakit kan? Alhamdulillah lah ni kan? Terhapus jugak dosa2 kecil jugak yang mana bila terkumpul boleh jadi dosa besar tau! Haaa. Okay, bye