The Last Song

Halo! Hai. Assalamualaikum! Hohoho been so long dah kot tak type in this way. Kaler owen wiwiwi. and i dont know till when ill adore this color. and maybe never kot. tapi kena stop. sebab one of my bij said kaler oren ni kaler syeitarn em em em memang aa tanjat lilew an that time. so macam nak redha macam payah tapi takpelah i bukan obsess in that way pun kan. i loveeeee purplicious too ngeh! most of my stuffs kaler pepel and gray sky morning kot hahah! lol its a band hoi. oyemgieee i suka kott band tu! well i grew up with 2 brothers khen. kena layernz je semua pe'el diorang ni *insert muka kerek*



And halo haiiiii bafiq. youre on my web right now :)) welcome kahhh welk K. hey you my rascal little stalker hows your life eh sekarang? mesti gewwwdd gila kan! yaa lah, as i can see pun youre responsible enough. i do highly respect witchu. yee. tak tipu serious ni! em remember why i did told you 'the most reason why i love you' yaa ofkos lah number 1 sebab Allah kan. but the other side tu... nah this is the real answer senanye. bikos youre 3in1. why? bikos youre like my abah, youre like my along and youre like my ami. ((omg i break the rule by typing person name tsk. kan never mention any name without their permission em)) how can pun i can get their permission in this time kan. sekarang 0346 kott. kogilakepefarah K.


Haaa yasss! youre 3in1 in my life :)) youre the one who makes me laugh, cry, i can annoy with, i can talk nonsense till i hahhh.. penat. youre the one that always correct me when im in the wrong lane. yes, you are! hihihi thankyou lah ngok accept for who aiyem. accept all my flaws, my curves and all my edges all my perfect imperfections giteww hahahahaha! luls tah tah you meluat gila dah kan dengan i. nahh its sokay. hadam je dulu what past okay! and gracias po faborrr :*




Hey yahhh, i taknak cakap "benda" ni senanye. ive been promised to myself senanye. tapi yaa as you know, for your information this is my last post to you tau. sebabtulah tajuknya "the last song" :') btw, its a song title by miley. omg!!!!!!! i suka gila okay dengan miley cyrus!!! i was born with all her songs and movies tau. well dak2 disney khen. but then, cedih sebab shrek is not apart of disney member hmmmmm :( wehhhhh, ive been looking everywhere tau cari shrek tapi takdeeeee aaaaaa hatchiyuuu!!! :((( i nakkkk shrek hmm! 



Oh yesss. this is my last post to you :") ill be back off. ill go and maybe will never come back. phew its so hard to say bout this tau. and yes, ill be back off. ill go and never come back :-)-: i will act like nothing happen between us. kenapatah susahhhhh sangat nak move on. iPenat. seriously penat :'( you didnt accept my presence in your life kan. "bertepuk sebelah tangan" and thats the right word for me kan. ill stop chasing for you. ill go afiq. one fine day ill stop following you in all social networks and thats for real. ill do that. i cant follow the maps that leads to you. i cant. bcs youre no longer respect me for who i am, you feel jijik dengan i kan kan kan? bukan i taktahu. even youre not saying a thing but i can feel it. i kn0w it afiq :') but then its okay. iRedha i okay. nahh farah will be okay even if shes not okay kan? chillek ah!





I nak trobek skek. for the first time we met masa tengah buat kastam tu, i rasa nak pelukkkkk je awak. i rinduuuuuu :'(( rindu you like seriously. tapi kogilakepefarah bukan muhrim kott! and sebolehnya i bunuh bunuh tikam tikam feeling tu that time and till now. you have a girlfriend edy kan. already replace me kan :') i really should stay away from you. shell get mad and kill me kott! um, mesti dia cantik kan? and ideal for you he he. sokay, i pray the best for you both okay ;) jaga dia leklok okay. tahan skek sabar tu. kawal skek ego tu. every girls pun memang clingy. dia macho cane sekali pun, kalau you attach to other girls shell get jealous. i know youve a lot of girl friends kan. so, jaga perasaan dia k? whooopss! i shouldnt aturkan your life. okay! sorry!!!!! dont be mad okay. iSorry. K.




Weh mirol. youre in my dream for two nights dah ni. and i got the same dreams bout you. sebabtulah i terpanggil nak buat post ni and i should redha and terima qadak dan qadar and waiting for hikmah daripada semua ni :D i dreamt bout you and the signs are negative. enough for twice i dont want to complete it to thrice :( i sedih. i takut. but i should accept it! :))) tapi takdelah i buat istikharah kepe. its just a dream yaa maybe sebab i rindu awak sangat. kott? but then, its a signal kan? i should accept it. i taknak murka dengan Allah. maybe Allah dah planned someone better than you kan hihi sapetah tu agaknya zauj i. i cant wait for this cepraisss ;) and thats why i really should go. ill demolish this stewped feeling hm yahhh :'''))




You. ingat tak tuari tuari lepas hantar awak balik kat rumah i ada cakap 'nak cakap 1 benda penting' ni? hurm i kan, parents i kan, dah ada jodohkan i with this 1 guy ni hurm i really dowan lah bodoh. ingat tak i ada kata dedulu, these 2 things i taknak parents i sentuh in my life? pasal my future. bout marriage and work. hurm i taknak and really taknak :(((( but.. parents choice is always the bezt kan? :( i taknak :'( i nak awak tapi awak taknak i :-)-: you yang cakap kan? masatu kat entrance jusco permas, kan? hurm. ottoke ni afiq? i taknak :( slow talk dengan diorang? dahhh! yet, dah banyak kali jumpa dia. hurm i taknak dia afiq :( he treats me really nice but then i dont want. once i said no. so forever no. except bila benda tu memang betul and i should listen to them. cane ni? haih. mesti you get annoyed kan baca pasalni like who cares doh?




Mohd Amirul Afiq, i do still hope and wait for you. and really hope miracle comes to me :D Awak, as i said kan, ill stay away, ill go, ill back off kan? and it still for real. awak, kalau kan, misal kata kan, jakgi tetiba memang awak jodoh i, misal kata lah kan. hek eleh i cakap misal kata kan! ko takyah gelabah sangat k. i sajejer cakap. do propose me with telekung k. thats enough for me. i serious. and ye, yes i talk about future ni :') never planned to say bout this pun senanye but its my dream kan ;) tau! misal kata lah kan, youre my zauj, do that to me okay. tapi i takdelah "mengharapkan" sangat pasalni dari awak sebab i already know bout the sign kan. ko rilek je, the word "misal kata" i repeat banyak kali tu >.<




And last but not least, i tengah in process to be a better muslimah ni yeahhh. muslimah rock hahahaha! lepasni memang kita akan jarang berjumpa. im not going to have lunch with you guys as we used to. ill stay away. accept me for who i am and ill accept you for who you are. i dah taknak sesedih nangis pasal awak. omg tell you what, last night tu i rinduuuuu sangat kat awak sampai i nangis kot. ya Allah pondan gila weh farah hahahaha! serabai gila takleh tapis feeling ni hahahaha! kang i nangis awak yang dapat tempias dosa nya kan. i taknak. i kan sayang awak! :* youre a good guy friend to me. thank you for the memories we've created together. thank you for everything Mohd Amirul Afiq Bin Nor Mohamed. thank you! yet, youre still my shrek youre still my moon youre still my baymax that i really wanna hug that hard! hahahaha baymax lol i really want it! 





Jappp. ingat tak pasal i kata "nanti belikanlah air pomegranate tu kat mak awak"? haa ni i nak tunjuk direction. kat bukit dahlia, ingat tak kita da pernah gi makan kat papa mama grill tak silap i nama tempat tu. haa kat area situ. tak silap i area jpn tu. kedai tu ada jual kurma, kismis barang2 islam tu ha. lupa nama dia apa. awakkkk, belikan tu setiap bulan tau untuk mak awak! dia suka tuuu!! everytime dapat allowance, balik kota belikan 2 untuk dia tau! 2!! rasanya dah kot. tu je kot i nak cakap. Byeee, assalamualaikum! youll read this post at night. so, goodnight! sweet dream. dont let bedbug bite! muah :*






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